i am in the sch com lab now waiting for my teacher to post the forum....hahaz
this is so slow... today will be the 3rd time i am gonna teach... dunno whether i still can take the stress... hahahz
I AM SO HUNGRY!!!!!! DIDNT TAKE BFAST AND ITS 7 AM IN THE MORNING!!!!
sianz... doing my book review now... hahahaz... dunno what to write la... hahahaz
i wrote a pretty long one. quite suprising. hahahaz...
aiyah... sch is very boring la...haiz.
there is a LOCI test today.
AH!!! Finished my 1st... sianz... dunno what i am going to do liao... the practice has been so discouraging...
i cant possibly scold the gals because they will be so sensitive towards it... oh well... better not teach... even though i volunteered, i still need the motivation to do it... if not, i would rather quit...
the principal is making the gals in my cast less and less important... how i wish that we could have ms lo back.. she was doing the diction, parts, breathing, projection all in one... yet the sch thinks that she isnt good enough..."what makes u think that ur bendemeer ppl are better than her juz because they have done les miserables...try doing Miss Saigon la!!!!
and the stupid ms wong keeps telling me to "have faith"
HAVE FAITH IN WAD!!!!THE STUPID PERSON KEEPS REMINDING ME THAT WE ARE GONNA HAVE SEPERATED TRAINING... it doesnt work this way dammit!!! if the gals are gonna disappear when the guys are doing singing, it wont be productive at all!!! haiz.. i wonder why i am talking abt all this... i am juz a member...of no importance at all.. maybe i should juz stick to the part of being a brother and leave it to the sch to do whatever they want... maybe we should juz quit 1 week b4 the performance date... well i dunno wad to do!! argh!!!! i am already losing my hair because of stress...
How i wish that people would be committed to this cause and be focused as well.. if they are focused, like the brothers are, like i think they are, they will only take one minute for each part of the song... hahaz but anyway, we arent really at the standard yet... we still sound like shit, and we have dwindling numbers.... the membership wasnt that bad b4... but since the 1st performance, many have not been coming.. like a few boys...
the stupid mohammed thinks he is the great one... walking around the sch with ear phones.... thats cool?????? i wonder...
this has been my longest entry so far...