so today is sunday... hahaz.. okokk small ears didnt come to church today... still thinking of the petition that the cast will soon write to get ms lo back... the sch is being so ambitious... they dont want to get anymore trainers in and ms wong tells me to have faith... HAVE FAITH IN WHAT?!!? they do not even know how to audition properly.. i wonder how they got ppl to sing "happy bday" as an audition song.. i heard abt a MR HAWK guy... wonder who he is.. john hawkins??? projection of the voice is down....
DAMN i hate my parents... always nagging and giving stupid reasons... i cant even play the piano in peace... what the f**k man!!! now they are throwing anything they can to find fault with me.. Stereotypical...
now i am trying to get ppl to have perfect attendances... not really working though... guess i am not made for teaching.. i am trained to sing but not to teach.. this is really getting crappy...
i could have ppl reading the newspaper in front of me while i am teaching... i was ready to blow up... their lucky that i do not scold the gals.. if it were the boys, and if they had the guts to read the newspaper in front of me while i am training them, i would have erupted and gave them each hundreds of pushups...
i do not scold girls becoz it would stir contreversy amongst themselves abt me..
i have decided that i wouldnt teach in practices ever again.. let ms teo and quah handle it...
i am in no position to say anything... *really discouraged*