why are such dreams appearing in my sleep?
sad dreams..
dreams of empty promises made..
dreams of abilities being determined..
i wake up and do nothing but cry..
is it a sign that my life's greatest hopes and dreams have been dashed?
will i be able to live up to people's expectations of me?
i havent been very good at what i am doing...
i've tried my best..
i really have...
i know that i am to be of better quality than what i am now.
i cant explain to you my flaws...
i can only show them..
if i had a chance to talk to you,
you'd probably not understand...
the minds of us "normal" people..
well, we are normal..


gahh... what am i talking about??
must be dreaming again.