it has been a real bad month for me. i lost my granduncle and grandfather in the same month. i never really knew my granduncle, but i knew my grandfather. oh well. its the nature of life. people come and go. gah.. i have nothing to say... =(

sighhh.. i think i need God alot more in my life now. i think it took a big thing like that to hit me and make me realise that i havent been a good christian. not what my parents expect me to be..

i need a change. a big change.. but right now, only my wardrobe is changing. sighh