today's NDOC rehearsal was a total waste of time. sorry to dear momo for making you wait for me. i told the NDOC organiser that if he was not gonna give me the damn condenser mics, then there wont be a point in putting the choir there. nvm that. after the NDOC reh, the exco went to the choir room to have meeting. i had my 3 pc chicken meal from KFC and when i finished, i laid down on the sofa and i got a stomach cramp after that. shats.. poor momo. she had to pei me till i went for XINg! practice. gahhhhhh..

assignments have been a total bugger for the past 2 weeks. SAPD, SDT, ECM, RWPS and ELIT test coming up.. gahhh. i'm so gonna faint. nvm.. will study in the train. i have a test on wednesday for ELIT.. oh no.. i've yet to cover the e-commerce part. dieeee.. anyway, i'll be mugging the whole of next week...

i've been stretched out reallllllll badly this sem... SP Choir, SYC, my social commitments.. i'll have to drop something soon. but my mom seems to be against dropping anything at all.. sighh.. i have to stay back in sch to do assignments. i have to go for german classes at the same time as SP choir practices and i always reach home close to midnight. i am so disappointed with myself for not being able to be there whenever the person i care most for in my life needed me. i've been a failure time and again. graciousness is to give the person what he doesn't deserve. God help me.