ok.. i'm blogging now.
i'll try to finish this post by midnight. im working tmr. needa rest.
well.. life has been pretty gloomy because of the weather and other stuff on my mind.

the word of God has been pricking my heart. i know what i must do. keeping my promise. even when i stray, somehow i feel that God is watching over me. warning me. keeping me safe from temptation.

in the past week, temptation has got the better of me. i am now far from redemption. even though i want to be redeemed, it all seems so far away.

i attempted to transcribe ju hua tai by jay chou on sibelius.. the piano version. so far, i've only gotten past the first verse.. its a beautiful song.. nominated for and oscar award. amazing huh?

as i listen to it, i enjoy the chords and the depth of the composition.. i dont know whether it was jay chou who was playing it, but every note had emotion.. maybe it's me.. i dont know.
i must thank lennon for giving me a chance to look at my own life. funny, it seems that we always live for the moment. every moment is spent thinking ahead as far as 5 seconds. have i really thought about the future.. i am moved to wait here for the one i love till eternity. but how far ahead am i thinking..

had a major wake up call 2day, when nehe broke down in front of the congregation when he discharged from hospital. life is short.. live it well. but wisely.

i needa plan for my future man.. i have no freakin idea what i'll be doing in 2 years from now when i finish my poly.
I'll need to pray for insight.

health has been on the low side though. knee probs, nose probs. many things.. needa keep myself healthy. sigh..

generally a sad week for me.. moody, lonely, corny? oh wells..

its 12.10am now.. gudnight ppls!

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